This encapsulates my intermittent depression perfectly
This indeed explains how one can have “good days” or weeks even, but that fog never likes to stay away for long.
Lay down and go to sleep. This works best if you are extremely tired. Lay on your back with your arms at your side and your eyes closed. STAY PERFECTLY STILL. You must stay awake. Your brain will send signals to your body to see if you are ready to sleep. These signals include: getting an itch, changing your body position and wanting to blink or move your eyeballs (remember your eyes should be closed). YOU MUST IGNORE ALL OF THESE IMPULSES. After about 20 to 30 minutes you will feel a weight on your chest; you may even hear weird noises. You are now in sleep paralysis, if you open your eyes you will begin to hallucinate (dream with your eyes open) and you will not be able to move your body. Your body is now completely alseep. Now that you are aware that you are dreaming, you can shut your eyes and begin to dream instantly. You will be fully aware you are dreaming and can now (with some practice) control your dreams.
Paranormal Activity (p1) (Taken with Cinemagram)
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